This would have been my sisters 12th birthday. I don't know if I should hate this date each year for the rest of my life, or if I should be happy? My aunt has chosen a very sour way to deal with it, and she has chosen to forget. In my opinion, that is a VERY bad way of handling this situation, but I'm going to go with what she wants. On the other hand, she might be right because every time I think of her, or see something that reminds me of her, I cry. Especially today. My aunt kept EVERYTHING private, as her way of dealing with it. Again... her choice, not mine. I just hope I won't feel this way every year on this day. The only thing I can look back and laugh at is the plunger she gave me for my birthday two years ago. O_o

In other stuff... Angela found out what she got for Christmas... GRRR! My aunt needs to do a better job at hiding them!! Most kids don't feel this way, but I think it ruins the suspense on Christmas morning. You know... that feeling of seeing all of those wrapped gifts in which some of them have your name on. She wanted to tell me what I got. HAHAHA!... I told her no. I want to wait and find out when you're supposed to find out... that is the moment you open the gift! I'm so weird, aren't I? XD Now... just as I'm saying this... I also have to say that I USED to want to know ahead of time. (I also snooped a few times). =C Not only does it ruin the suspense, but it also kind of ruins your reaction. You know... like once you snoop you almost have to rehearse what you're going to do as a reaction for each gift. >_< It's not worth having to do that, just wait until Christmas morning... you'll get it. XD Hehe.

I hope everybody has a great winter break, (if you're getting one that is) and happy holidays.